RE: Forwarded

imagine what a forwarded mobile message can do to u.
Go. Imagine..

meanwhile.....
i'll tell u wad it did to me AFTER i forwarded the message.
i got instant replies. "aWww.." u say ?
not exactly.
but.. just maybe.
one thing:
it crA-ck.ed me up.
why? i'm not sure myself.
maybe *thinkin'* it's the replies.
maybe.. *thinkin' harder* it's how i received them-
one right after the other in barely 2 secs.
thanks for enhancing thee abdomen..
(dowanasay6packcoslaterpplsayi'beipaiseh')
. .right before thy workout.

Alrite. Can stop imagining now.
*snap*snap*

anyhow.
isn't it nice knowin' you've got friends. ..
being told you're spastic.
ouh.. "sPeCiaL" i mean.
and L.i.F.e. is much easier to live through. ..
true? betol tak? dui pu dui?
friend/friends. singular/plural.
it don't really matter does it?
as long as you've got one. at least.
IF
-somehow.someday.
i don't know how. i don't know when.-
you ain't got a friend.
come to me.
i'll get you a portable full-length mirror.

Of course if the 'IF' happens
there's somethin' wrong with you.
Maybe you already cared too much for yourself
for you to care for others.
Sad, sad thing. ..

a week has passed.

wa sula lama talak tules pat sini orh.. wa manyak soli leh. .. manyak menda wa kana uat hor.. tapi ah.. slalu wa manyak tido.. pasei apa.?? pasa wa halihali balek skola wa manyak penat.. lagilagi skalang ade itu wer caRp. tido pagi. mangun pon pagi. maciam mana wa talak penat.. haiyo0..

apologies. got posessed by 'hantu apek' 4 a moment.
percussion ensemble got goin'.
didn't go for rock climb. the fouth time. maybe next week.
jammerz interview. hope i'll get in.

think my passion for soccer is waning.
been watchin' less of it.
been 1 month+ now since last played.
didn't go for yesterday's match coz didn't go training with Vapours.
hope it's just a passing phase.

now.
i've got visible cuts on my fingers that i don't know of.
the cuts i know are those unseen.
buried deep with laughters and the occasional tear.
i don't think i've got an alter-ego.
but clearly, an alter-ed ego.

there's a possibility i'm moving.
but i don't want to.
i'm just starting to settle. to truly adapt-

after years of long travels daily,
since being in primary 5.

imagine how long i took to settle in.
"WTF?". yeah. true.

we have friends.
but we're still alone. ..

shut up.
look around.
observe.
listen.
emphatise.

and life will just be good. if not great.




p/s.
know of any good eateries.? my grandma's big seven-0 comin up..
leave ur recommendations in the comments box yea. ..
thx.


-see u friends soon.

could.would.SHOULD.

much to blog about.
i've got a list of topics but..
i think i'll just let that list grow longer..
someday. ..
somehow. ..

niwaez.
been busy with the SSF thingy.
better than bein killed by boredom
-lyin on my back all day evryday for 2 weeks of timeout from skool.

..somehow
.life seems to be indifferent
.i hate indifference
.just like i hate routines
.i wanna have somethin' "NEW" evryday

learnt somethin NEW
did somethin NEW
seen somethin NEW
got to know someone NEW
etc etc etc NEW

realise they're all in past/past perfect tense..
that's how i wished it would be. could be. should.

when was the last time u did somethin' for the first time?
i want it to be everyday....

WhirLy whirls.

here's somethin' for everyone. -n.Joy-






and that's her with the Chime-like instrument.




Part-timer. -laughs-

SingaporeStreetFestival
Nothin much to it
Just havin fun with fellow 'MobSTAs'
We naik lori
Then we got high.. on air
Not gonna hit town sometime
For now

session planned on Monday
hope it stays in the plan
headin to substation & museum

niwaez.
if u guys -w14k- are not 2 busy
wanna get somethin planned?
anythin..?
tag yea.

-n.Joy-

Days I Hate: Holi

Had a headstart for the 2weeks break.
Slept thru' the daylight of last weekend - literally.
Back to bein' nocturnal. Till skool starts I guess. What's YOUR guess.??

Had a meet-up @ skool around 4 regarding "Project Joy".
Then the *usual until late.

Usual included my 'beloved' bein' handed over into the hands of someone-whose-hair-is-not-so-normal.
Kinda feared for my 'beloved' when spunky started playin' with it.
Wanted to back out. But, no0O.
I already, willingly with the greatness of my puny heart, to let spunky do whatever to it.
'Beloved' turned out shorter than before.
Neat-
Thanks Spunk~.

Will be @ town Tues & Wed.
SingaporeStreetFestival.
see u peepoles there ortie.

p.s: 'beloved' was referring to my hair. just in case.

recovering.
that's what i am.

the little coughs.
weezing with each breath.
smell nothin' but fresh air. (blocked-nose)
heavy eyes.

i feel nice. pleasant. at peace.
somehow.
takes me back in time.
back to days of innocence.
back to places of fun.
back to where the only "bad" thing is the fear of gettin scolded.

i miss them. really. truly. bring me back please.
all that made me who i am now.
even for just a moment.
please.

iwannastayjuzlikedizforever
pleasantlyatpeace
ificould.iwould.

It Sucks to Have a HOT Body. ..

Skool was undefined today.
Wasn't my usual self.
Started off well.
Talk2 abit.
Then quiet.
Then hyper for awhile.
Then solemn.
Then the bullshit arrives.
Questions asked - please just fuckin listen to the answer.
Quit shoving the damn questions in our face.
U asked.U talked.Who's listenin'??
Questions weren't even worth adhered to but we tried.
fuckin fed-up.
wad's worse - havin' fever some more.

wasn't my usual self today. bugged down with fever. wasn't hyper but i tried. i'm an optimist. guess i got burnt-out. compromised my grade- low participation. wouldn't have gone skooling it it weren't for the UT.
somehow, a side of my ol' self briefly appeared. hate that. .. i'm sorry.

anyhow..

call me up if u guyz gt plans durin' the holidays yea..

Im not Sick.. at least i refuse to be. ..

-[ciZo]-