boredom stinks. so do you. .. ok. me too.

current plugged-in.: Smile - Remy Zero

what's the most active muscle in a woman?
the Penis.

-LUFFS-

currently i'm busy. busy doing nothing.
i've got things to do.
none i want to do.
so, i got nothing to do~!

do you know that objects too are gender-ized.?

Police cars are female because they make a lot of noise to let you know they're coming. ..
&
M&M's are female because they come in diff colors yet they all taste the same.

aHh.. boredom boredom..

ok 1 more. ..

Q: How did Pinocchio find out he was made of wood?
A: When his hand caught fire.

WAHAHA~!! he was Masturbating!

ok. my work is done here. ..

Life is like a box of chocolates.
It will finish one day.

used to think i'd rather die than to not be able to play soccer.
that's how great my passion was.. yes - WAS.
my legs itched whenever i'm not kickin some balls.

guess my burnin passion for that sport got burnt in the end. ..
hoping it's just a passing phase.
it has to be. ..
i started playin since i was like.. 4?
memories of playin under the block barefooted with the older boys -my bro & friends.
and other memories that comes along with it. ..

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nothing seems to have changed.
but.. something just feels like something's changed.
i don't know what's it.
maybe i do. .. but i dont.
aaaAAarrRRrggH!!
confusion reigns.

isn't it a waste for a truly bonded friendship between friends to be left sittin' idle on the edge.
it's sad isn't it.
whatever happened before just doesn't matter anymore.
promises left unfulfilled yet each wants a fulfilling life.
drifting. .. drifting. .. slowly.. surely. ....
"set adrift on memory bliss" perhaps?

tryin to right the wrongs.
with whatever time that's left.
but if it's only a single soul who's doin that. ..
then no matter how many rights he makes
it makes no difference.

it takes 2 hands to clap, 1 to slap.
both makes a sound.
i'd prefer the *clap* than the *slap*.

music is life
life ain't music

when boredom strikes. ..

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the more i think.
the more i sink.

let's forget everything
let me embrace 'Hakuna Matata' - again- cause i love that 'me'.
lost it somewhere along the way. along with 'me'..

lots of coincidences recently.
too much of it within the span of 24 hours.
yea. wadever.

1st sem of skool ending very soon.
feeling glad or sad. ..
don't ask.
cause i don't know
-how to answer
-what to answer

with every ending comes a new beginning.
but will the story be the same(why not), better(yes, thanks very much) or worse(thanks, but no thanks)?

"Action may not always be happiness, but there is no happiness without action"

Me is Back!

time waits for no one.
yet the past caught up with the present.
present is now livin the past.
looking forth.
longing for what's to come.


ciao

i should be delighted right now
cause it's like only a few more hours before i leave for holiday with the beloved family. ..
school ain't over yet, go vacation already.
-datz wacked.

but i'm feeling indifferent.
couldn't get myself high today.
'hakuna matata' didn't work. ..
it's all currently messed up.
everything is just is.

i didn't do what i had intended to do.
again, i am my own disappointment. ..

(my sis just said i'm a mod coz of my hair- yea wadever)

i don't know why i just simply keep holding back
it's damn bloody frustrating. ..
maybe it's for the better to forget about it?
the frustration just keeps building with each passing day.

i don't ever want to live my life asking the 'what ifs'. ..
"what if i had done this?"
i want to know what would have happened
and live through it.

fear is holding me hostage.
fear is holding me back.
i'm afraid i'm a coward.
oh. .. yes i am. ..

"People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand 'bout the shit that I've been through
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking that there line
So I think i'll keep on walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on
and only God knows why" - Kid Rock, Only God Knows Why

i'd love to take the chance for this could be different.
this could be all I'm waiting for. ..
but. ..
for all i know, i'll be on the losin end
cause it didn't and has never worked before. ..
trading friendship for a relationship.

guess this vacation's just what is needed.
to freshen things up.
to live by 'Hakuna Matata' again. ..
i lost that somewhere along the way this semester.

watch out for the all-Hyped-up me!
hidhir will be back bebeh~

just-in-case: yes, all the above is about a girl.

ouh yeah..
n.Joy the fireworks guys (lepak krew), if u're goin.

Dreams pass into the reality of action.
From the actions stems the dream again;
and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.
-Anais Nin

DreaMs do come true. ..
and so will a FanTaSy.

FiReworKs~!!

I saw smiles.
I heard laughters.
I saw happiness.
I heard excitement.
I saw joy.

I smiled all the same.
I got excited all the same.

but. somehow, somewhat. ..

I didn't see people running away helpless when a cannon is fired.
I hear no cries of hopelessness.
I see nothing destroyed. ..
only something of Beauty and Awe.

I could do nothing to help. ..
but to just pray.

pray that people would stop runnin to survive.
pray that missiles would explode into fireworks. ..
just to put a single pleasant smile on their faces.
to rest their tired faces of agony and pain.
to fill their lives with excitement.
watchin flowers bloomin in the sky above. ..

-.iwished.ihoped.iprayed.-

?let's forgive & forget shall we
.there's not enough love goin' round already
.. .please

scratch where it itches

"Scratch where it itches. .."

what's your take on that?

what does it mean to you?

yes. i'd love to know. ..

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when attraction becomes obsession. ..

.. you lose.

(even if its your posession)

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i love the car and ASSpecially what it says. but..
i hate the flag..
tEw bad u may say. ..
-luffs-

ah.. datz juz some stupid random stuffs i waste my life on.

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-i wanna turn green with anger & frustration just like HuLK-
it'll be like s0o kewl.. like ~totally. that's hot! know wadda mean.?
fuck that. another random (and brainless) thought. ..

gone. .. - r