no problem is a problem. ..

problems. problems. problems.

n much more of it. ..

everyone has got 'em isn't it. ..

what are they actually.?

disruptin' our oh-so-fine life. ..

it's kind of a good thing.truely. ..

just side-trackin' us

from our non-chalant way of livin' life

makin' us realise

what we've been un-missed from in life

- since everythin' is oh-so-fine. ..

it helps us understand difficult situations. ..

empathy is what we'll learn. ..

empathy is great.

to emphatise is beyond that. ..

don't know what else to say. ..

everything's currently jumbled up in this mind o' mine. ..

~ciZo~

no more last place. ..

nice guys finish last. .. true2. .. though they will get their just rewards at the end of the day. .. but then. .. they'll have to play the waitin' game. .. no more waitin' for me. .. gotta change.gonna change. .. juz not worth bein' nice at the moment (not dat im oh-so-nice) . ..

niwaes. .. on a lighter note. .. found a hero in Travis Barker. .. damn. .. he's a magnifique.
been long since i played d drums. .. 6 yrs of drummin'.. -5 yrs gone since. ..
wanna get a band.. but with whom. .?

out of the rat race. ..

damn.. juz can't put de thoughtz in mind into werdz.. tryin' not to involve anythin' personal into this but.. .thingz -currently- juz kept croppin' up in (my) Life. ..
can never say that "Life Sucks" though. .it'z we, ourself -an individual- who's livin' our own life. .. ur insultin' urself by sayin' that. .. suggestin' to all that u don't know how to live ur life proper. ..

reflection on self.:
i find no motivation in studyin' what i'm currently studyin'. .. that's the reason why i've been skippin' lecs. labs. & tutorials without much of a thought. not even carin' much of the possibility of me bein' debarred or even suspended. .. it's just not my thing. .. it's hard pursuin' somethin' that's not of ur interest. .. projects are a burden.. everythin' in relation to it will be a burden. .. but then.. i've got friends pushin' me on. tellin' me to keep goin' since i'm already here. .. it's only the 1st year. gonna have to choose 1 of 3 courses we'll want to pursue for the 2nd year. .. yet again.. none of the 3 is of interest to me. .. though maybe (& maybe only) 1 of it appeals to me.. hopefully i'll get thru' all this -no matter how long it takes. .. all these paper-chase.. makes me sick -in the mind-. gosh..


how.i.wished. ..

wad'z life all about.?

wadz Life all about. .? so.. we're supposed to live it - but how.?
people always say dat Life's unfair. .. of course it is - it's GOT to be. ..
what's the point -and fun- of (livin') knowing that everything's
just gonna go your way each & evry time u (wanna) do somethin'. ..
there's no justification in that, is there.?

If that is how Life is, then, some things just wouldn't have existed:
-suicide (no problems, no stress)

& not worth existing:
-exams (evryone will pass)
-death (no one will want to die in this "happy" world)..