it seems like i've got a bad habit.
a very bad one.
i "love" screwing myself up.
everything's goin fine..
*poof*
ah.. deep shit.

most of the time
things, situations are taken for granted.
until we lose it.

things we take for granted are the things we treasure most.

i don't know what i'm feelin' right now.
fear. joy. anxiety. disappointment.
all rojak-ed together.

i never trusted my instincts.
and.. i never succeed.

it's time for change.
i've screwd up once too many. ..

been livin a good life.
time to sacrifice some things for a better one.
let's GO!

One who lacks the courage to start has already finished.